the first no CNY... in 26 years

i was so much grumpier and angrier around noon time. but after time things started to cool down and i began to rethink rationally on my thoughts. at the end of the day, it was my choice to stay and see through this competition. i guess naturally i immediately took control of the team the day i was inserted into the team. this impulse is partly due to the fact that i want to avoid being screwed by the boss if all fails and the fact that eveyone else is just plain useless and stupid like fucking idiots. no one has that compelling passion and urge to get this done well. sigh. after so long still nothing much has been done. you would expect that by the last 2 weeks we would be focusing on the presentations et all. instead i came in with nothing actually done complete nor well. everything was a mess no detail design was done which was the important task after all the brainstorming bullshit. everyone was so concern of the other doing less or "easier work" than them. and it was a slight sensitive task when i start to assign task. after revising 3 competition schedules, we're still behind time. i do not want to stay back and skip CNY in vain. the only other member that is doing his job is the main designer - SH. very stressful he is. and his wife is in the verge of falling into depression. she hardly sees him or has his full attention. and she's pregnant and due in 2 months. wow, more of these stress i fear he might just kill himself or explode. i do not want to be there when that happens.

well, thats one competition soon to end and another one waiting at the finishing line. it never ends.

i believe most family reunion dinners should have finish by now. right now everyones probably hanging around grandmas house making small talk while watching the grandkids and lil cousins run around the house while all the wifes are behind cleaning up and catching up on each others life.

the week has not been as bad as i imagined. met up with A-Gan for dinner on saturday. i discovered that he's attached?! wow. and later a friend of mine hooked me up with his girlfriend's BFF for a double date to catch a late chic flick show. it was a relatively amusing show. but i would not pay to see it in the cinema. but i think the purpose was more of meeting the person than the movie. being alone in the office on a sunday evening is quite pleasant. but it is getting late. and i need to eat.

oh! i downloaded the complete discography of FOB, SnowPatrol, Aqualung, BenFolds, ChrisBotti, AAR, and Enya's latest album, and and the OST of Laputa! booyah! its the little office abusing that gets you through the day. hehe. koreans are so illegal and resourceful.