Friday, February 06, 2009

gives you hell...

finally after 3 grueling weeks of late nights and constant stress. the documents are finally packed and sent to its rightful destination. a big sigh of relieve indeed. siiiiiiiiiiiigggggggggghhhhhhhhh!

and as a small reward... i got friday off! yea you do the math... 3 weeks of hard work is equivalent to 1 day off. cheap labor!
nevertheless, so the best way to start the day off was to sleep in. sleeping in has become a very rare occasion from my previous life as a student now that my morning weekends are taken up by various activities as well.
i guess when you start working, you begin to appreciate every free time you get and you want to spend more time during the day under the beaming sunlight rather than the dark quiet lonely nights. breakfast times are a blessing. seize the day people!

ofcourse this does not mean that the busy times are over just yet. infact that was just a crash course burn out stress thingy or what my bosses consider it as an ECA (extra curricular activity). i must not deny, it was quite an exciting and brain stimulating period.
but now its back to the slow killing stress of the everyday worklife. and i better show my interest in my work. a dear colleague of mine jsut got fired just because she applied leave for the CNY holiday. ofcourse theres more to the story, but after working for the office for 3 years you would think she'd be appreciated and not be rid with just by a snap of the finger. it's a cruel cruel world. its a big blow to the office losing her, she was good at her job and one of the best project architect handling one of the toughest job... mad dog contractor and a neh neh client- capita"fucking"land. fuck you capitaland ceo! nowonder your so rich its because your just damn stingy and your subordinates are just a pain in the ass! think gollum.
well, it serves them right i guess for making such an irrational decision to terminate her contract. cant believe they still wanted her to come back to do a proper handover of the project. no way i would come back after that... fuck you! i would say.
dad always say we have to be nice to everyone and neer make enemies, because you never know what might become of in the future. but i still think we shouldnt let ourselves be so low and be nice to every fucking idiot just because. good advice but not applicable to every situation. life is much bigger than that.
and so... fuckthememployerswithnospinewhodoesnotwanttotakeresponsibilityfortheiractions!
its really a damn fucked up world. and we're all tied to a string because of these bad times. fuck you wallstreet!

you can tell that even after my long rest, i'm still very grumpy. and i just remembered! i have not booked my tickets for the putri gunung ledang musical! sigh.

just saw photos from erik's wedding. pity i wasnt able to make it. his wife actually looks like claudia teh abit.

anyway, i better go run my errands. dinner at aston's tonite! its time to reward myself with a big fat cheap juicy steak!

my weekend read...

1 comment:

Serenely said...

in the end its up to us employees to do the dirty work and face the client's dirty looks :(