Sleigh Ride together with... Duffy [Dreams of a closet fan]

i think i pulled a muscle during my attempt to touch the ceiling...
ANYWAY!!
i am ashamed of myself.... i copied a whole set of HILARY DUFF mp3s from my housemate. when i heard the songs playing... i got all coocoo and straight away requested to copy all the songs into my laptop! oh gee... i feel so poppy now... but shes cute... and ummm cute?
ever since i had this really freaky and weird dream of me bumping into Hilary at the LRT... things changed... the very next day i started downloading her wallpapers and MP3s... how shallow can i be?! probably it was some sort of vision! but it was a nice dream... she looked so adorable in the lrt with the beret, baby T and jeans... i cant remember the whole procedure of how we got to know each other... but later on in the dream... we became sort of "lovers"... (note: this wasnt a wet dream)... yea, i vaguely remembered the whole dream... all i know is that after the whole thing... i became so duffy... i suddenly could make conversations with one of my archi juniors who was a Duffy fan... ugh! i thought i was all over with the whole duffy frenzy... apparently not... in fact im listening to her MP3s at his very moment... looping the whole set of songs over and over again.... SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!!
hmmm... its a good thing i havent deleted all the wallpapers of her... heheh... oh yea... i was also crazily head over heels with the MTV veejay- Denise Keller as well... she's hot... i literally bought all the female mags that had her on the cover... i was too embarrased to buy them that i usually would ask my female friends or sister to help purchased the latter. well another reason i was excited on visiting Singapore was to hope i might just bump into her... my whole life would be in topsy turvy... chances are a 100 to 1... but hey! atleast there was still a chance... nvm... i still have another chance during my next trip to singapore!!!
but i guess it was these sort of fantasies that helped me stay single the whole of last year... too busy dreaming of the impossible that i didnt really bother of the reality.

please erase everything that you had read in this blog from your head!