DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!!! ugh!! i wanna go to heaven at this very instant... (i know i shouldnt be saying these sort of things... God may just strike a thunder right into this very room... but then again he wouldnt, that defeats the whole purpose of me staying in planet EARTH) He's so smart... this is a very unusual day of me having mood swings... rare indeed!! after all these swingings... by now i should be winning.. ei? swinging when your winning? oh im so so so full of crap now... i think i shall go for a swim later... after dinner before i continue studying.
the whole day, the word suicide crossed my mind... not that i wanted to... but it was just thoughts... i might be having my first period... but im a guy?! thats impossible... maybe im mentally tired... why should i be? oh i don't know... i have no reason to be frustrated either... freaky, deaky, leaky... oh gee... peace b with you Ronald Reagen... send regards for me tp everybody when your up there. i really wish im in Heaven at this very instant... at this very moment im hoping a big fiery carriage would just swoop down and carry me away... then again what have i done to deserve this privilege to enter into heaven's gate now... shucks! im trying to remember the name of that guy in the bible, where he was chased by soldiers and so he prayed to God for help, and God came and swoop him up straight into heaven... awesome.
im having a real sour face now, angry eyes... sulking lips... head tilted to one side... and now im shaking my head in despair... i AM really pathetic.
when i become an architect... i wanna be able to help those designer outlets design their stores/ boutiques... Armani... Hugo...prada... etc. Rem Koolhaus practically designed all the Hugo boutiques... then John Pawson designs most of them CK boutiques... hmmm i shall design all them Armani Stores... A/X, Emporio, giorgio... that be so cool... my whole wardrobe would be all Armani... classy... GAYA, MUTU, KEUNGGULAN
during dinner time i ahd this funky idea of the dining table being the morning papers!! its like the table made of this transparent screen.. and everyday the papers are screen onto the table... and you can read your morning news on the table... no need to flip the pages and get your fingers all smudge with ink... no dog drool all over... no broken windows... no undelivered or wrongly delivered paper... alls in the big table screen... and thats the best way to keep them trees alive!! there was a mob today at the streets... protesting and fighting for the trees or something... holding them huge posters of badly drawn trees... well i guess artists wouldnt be joining in the crowd... their lives are dependent on paper... like me!! papers are so useful... you can write and leave nasty notes on it or write sweet love letters, draw on it... fold it into anything you like... make them into lil bullets to lastik on people... its eadible... keep you out from the cold... wipe your ass with it... blow your nose... wrap your food with it... clean your mirror with it... as a disposable carpet... use it as a furniture... play slam dunk with it... blah bleh bluh!!
i better go do the dishes... tomorrow is pre-winter cleaning time!! the agents are coming to check the place on wednesday.. so we have to make sure the place is in good condition before they arrive... which i think theres lots of work to be done!! plus i desperately need to go to the bank this time... im broke!! and i better head to the archi building to collect back my stuffs... before they throw it all away... heck! let them throw lar... oh wait! the MODEL!! i think im gonna put it up for sale... okay its up for bidding... starting at $10... any buyers?? hmmm or mayb i should sell it to one of the galleries in the city... i think they'll be interested... YEAP!!!!or mayb i should sell it to Armani... he might like the design and offer me to design all his boutiques around the world!! oh im so so so full of crap... probably i have to take a crap later... ugh! you see!! i think i shall go for a swim... but its too cold!! hmmm mayb i'll eat those marshmallows which is sitting there right in front of me... YUMMY!!
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