12 Disciples...

discipling... finally the tables has turn and its my turn to take the responsibility of that and make use of my past experience of spoon feedings by my a discipler... this is so ironic eh... and i really hated them bugging me of my private lives... so its like now if i am to disciple someone... hope he's not gonna "spit" at me... well, but its a challege for me given to God to help me grow in His ways... but yea! im up for it... it be cool... but once again i would have to watch myself... and thats the most tiring part... then again im pretty okay... being myself is just fine... hehe (self praise is NO praise)... but this would definitely boost up my spiritual hunger for God... man i really admire Jesus for taking up discipling role.. then again he's God! how WRONG can he get? but 12 is not an easy number there... getting just ONE to respect and teach is already a problem... trying to handle one persons incessant questions... just imagine having to answer 12 peoples incessant questions, such patience... but on the otehr hand... i do love people to ask questions, makes me feel smarter if i can answer them, and i would definitely feel much at ease to be able to attend his needs and stuff... as long as he's open and willing... it'll make the job easier for me!! hmmm... i feel really bad for one of my cell member, they were asking him on who they wanted to disciple him, and yea he was thinking... he only had like 3 guys to choose from... and i had this gut feeling he wanted me... i mean he kept looking my way... which was quite creepy... but i mean i used to sort of disciple him in very cacated way... but then things got pretty ugly... well to me i guess, he's okay with everything... yea but eversince i've definitely been avoiding him... well i guess i need a break... but i can be really hard lar... but i have been thinking and praying about taking him up to disciple, and hmmph... i guess if he really wants and if there isnt much of a choice or whatever, then ummm i guess i dont mind... but if things arent comfortable we cant force it... eh?

"You must remember this
A kiss is still a kiss
A sigh is just a sigh
The fundamental things apply
As time goes by

And when two lovers woo
They still say: "I love you"
On that you can rely
No matter what the future brings
As time goes by

Moonlight and love songs, never out of date
Hearts full of passion, jealousy, and hate
Woman needs man and man must have his mate
That no one can deny

It's still the same old story
A fight for love and glory
A case of do or die
The world will always welcome lovers
As time goes by..."

Woohoo!! my favourite tune.... its gonna be my new song in the shower!! this time i better sing better, wont want my housemates banging on the toilet door asking me to shut up... but hey! i think i sounded really nice in the bathroom... it has really good acoustics! if they were literally in the shower listening to me sing, i bet they could appreciate it better, compared listening to mumbles outside from the shower... Crap! i cant believe John Stevens got voted out from the finals! man he's good... just need a lil tuning up... besides he's only 16... if i was a producer, he would definitely be a shoe in!!
Yo Nets!! you folks better kick some butts this year in the conference semis and heck get into the finals and WIN... man you jocks better win a trophy this year... or i'll have to kick yer butts down to timbaktu!! you just dont know how i feel.... its really stressful supporting you folks... win lar this year!! i beg you!! go break Shaq/ kobes/ duncan/ KG's legs or whatever... then again... its either you nets or the wolves!!
but anyways!! whats up this week? ASSIGNMENTS!! but im glad im out of the mime thingy... really had second thoughts being in it...