Death... its inevitable... really wonder how it feels when a loved one dies... so far my life has not encountered any of these death experience... near death perhaps but not death... period! rest in peace... but death really is a simple yet complicated thing... i mean when u die... u die... but the complications i guess is organising the funeral and causing hearts to be broken and stuff... people suffer more than the dead (simple thought... simple mind)... well i guess when i was young i did contemplated on committing suicide... yea... the dumbest attemp was once i drench myself with water and stood right next to the aircond hoping to get pneumonia... and die.. duh! but even an attempt to suicide takes alot of time and energy... hmmmph waiting for the aircond to get really cold and just standing there really made me tired... i was young... cant remember why i wanted to die such a way... sigh... must b the medias... sad medias...
*oh shucks! my smelly feet friend is in the room!!... phew... glad it was only for seconds...*
hmmm... LEADERSHIP... an aspect that came across my mind today... well i was asked b4 on what i wanted to serve in at OCF... besides worship... cell leading came to thought... then again it had been on my mind for a very long time in being a cell leader... since i was 19... really admired my cell leader then... though he could be such a pain in the ass at times... but hes got real leadership quality... he really took care of the cell... a real BIG BROTHER... yea it'll be interesting to take care a group of people... nurturing and watching them grow... Then again it all depends if i take it up over here or was given the chance... but i might not be here all too long (as in melb uni)... wonder if i do transfer uni, commitment towards OCF would be hard maybe (depending how far i would be)... i dunno, Lets just see how things go... then again OCF is not the only place i could take up leadership roles as a CGL...
Oh dinner was nice... had this new thing called "souvlaki"... very meaty... its actually like kebab in lebanese bread... but its sooo much fatter and chunkier!! oh yes... DELICIOUS!! abit salty... but... anyway i like food... so its always nice...
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