i think im falling sick here... this is such a bad time to get sick... especially when i need to get work done.. hmmm hope i did not get the germs from my mentor through the phone... anything is possible!! shucks... getting tired easily and my throat is itching.. Oh God! pls not let it be tonsils again... i seem to have this tonsil problem at the very age of 10... having a swollen and infected tonsil it was really irritating... and it was really painful to talk when i was younger... kind of regretted not having that operation to get rid of it... well my mom was thiking of removing my tonsils... but apparently she change her mind thinking it wont be so bad when i get older... hmmm it still haunts me from time to time... and i have to really be careful with my throat... i usually like to drink really hot water.. let it slide through my throat hoping it'll melt and kill the germs lingering around there... well it works sometimes... but sometimes i think i burnt my throat for that... but its always soothing every time i gulp the hot water down when i have tonsil problem... a great sensation of thinking the germs are really being burnt to death!! that was then... then again i still do that now... i mean its a normal reflex thinking to do it... anyway just hope it isnt tonsil problems again. *cough*
it was a rainy day today... and so i went swimming... haha.. actually decided to go for a swim to get my mind off certain things... annoying thoughts... yeap, and so i did... swims are always good... for me it sometimes takes me away from reality to be or pretend to be something or just ease myself from problems and stress... i remember when i was younger, my bro, neighbours and i go to the club for swims... and we all love to pretend that we're all dragon ball characters, flying up in the sky... fighting each other with our so called powers... it was so much fun... and sometimes half way through we see yellow liquids rising up to the surface from my neighbor's bro, he's just so lazy to get up and do his thing in the toilet... eeEWW.. but uses them liquids for his powers, attempting to spray on us... disgusting...then when im swimming with my siblings only... i use to pretend that i was a shark... (Jaws was popular then) and attacked them... hahah!! when im in the pool, i like to imagine myself as a fish... wondering around just swimming aimlessly.... hmmm yea then later we all hurried into the sauna to burn our fleshes with the heat we kept adding steam till the whole place was all misty... sat there till our moms wanted to leave...
while swimming... i was reminiscing when i was training in the junior swim team... that was tiring... our coach- uncle johnny (or so we called him), was a nightmare on us... but i hate it when we had to train together with the gals... so embarrassing when the gals were ahead of us... it was humiliating... then again we were young and the gals at that particular time had longer legs than us guys... they we're taller... ugh! right now... my swimming standards are really sucky... i cant even remember how to do my fave swim style... the "butterfly"... that was my specialty then... ironically it is the only style that i cant do now... i remember i was always competing with this other indian gal who was one of my mom's good friends daughter... we actually came in together... man she was quick... always wondered if she had fins... wanted to slice them off to prevent me from falling into embarrassment... but i did have my share in wins lar... later on we got splited so we couldn't really compete... i was dumped into the other pool doing butterflies... and she was in breast stroke and free style... hahah but i sure loved the after training... we get to eat goreng pisang!! oh yummy!!
ahhh... Enya has the most beautiful voice in the whole world... she brings so much hope and really sooths my soul at ease...
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
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