WaHOO!! i feel so fresh!! after bathing and ready to start a new day!! at 3 something a.m in the morning... yea here's a nice quote i got while i was on the way to the library yesterday.. "When we blame we give away our power". pretty interesting eh? but its true... i mean adam and eve played the blaming game and look what its brought us to... (hehe shouldnt be blaming eh) but yea they lost paradise... i mean at a certain extent we would lose our dignity as well... hmmm this reminds me of a song by jack johnson... it went something like this...
"...Well it wasnt me says the boy with the gun
sure i pulled the trigger
Cause lies were killing me and the censor begun
You cant blame me cause I'm too young
You cant blame me sure the killer was my son
But I didn't teach him to pull the trigger of the gun
It's the killer on this TV screen
You cant blame me its those images he sees
Well you cant blame me says the media man
Well I wasn't the one who came up with the plan
I just filled my camera with what the people want to see
Man it's a two way mirror and you cant blame me
You cant blame me says the singer of the song
Or the maker of the movie which he based his life on
It's only entertainment and as anyone can see
The smoke machines and makeup
Hey you cant fool me..."
yea... so dun blame people... coz its errr no point in doing so? but yea its a nice song... you can get his CD at any music store near you... the album title is called "On & On"... yea hurry before its too late!! hmmm jack better thank me for this...
ANYWAY! yea had a chat with a friend of mine... hmm she had a pretty bad day... i really pity her... she's got some real weird friends... hmmm meds... but yea, while she was telling her story, she reminded me of my pass (i feel so old)... how people use to say to me... i have no feelings, never see me cry... (well some meant it in a good way) but it gets pretty offensive... and people bombarding me with really rediculous comments and questions and statements about which they think its true... but it isnt... no wonder i got so bitter at one point of time... but its all good now... but my friend really had it hard on her i think... but shes strong lar i guess, im amazed that she could stand and listen to all those annoying comments and whatever... then again theres not much she could do. but yea she reminded me of myself last time, when i was like a lil naive super nice guy... people taking advantage of me... not really getting the respect... and yea something like that... but i guess i got use to it... its not like i lost anything besides if its money concerns.. but yea im all grown up now, should be more wiser...
tonites awefully quite... everyones asleep... haha.. remembered when i was around 15-16 years old... like late at nights at times i usually go downstairs of my house and pray for stuff... i was really burning then... i had real enthusiam for the Lord... but yea, i couldnt pray in my room coz at then i shared a room with my brother... so i didnt wanna bother him... so i just hang around the living area praying in the dark... sometimes my mom catches me downstairs... and i'll be like pretending im just hanging around... cant remember what i told her.. but yea it was something i never tot that i would had done...
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
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